365 minutes day 214

could be a sign, rabbits in cages like that as unconscious representation of some kind. When I was younger my rabbit ran away, it was brown and white, soon there were a lot of brown and white rabbits running around the neighborhood, they probably hooked up with wild bunnies,... Couldn't catch them, maybe I aspire to this type of rabbithood.

funny my ears are smallish compared to most people who have elephant ears,.... Poor rabbit has to hit his ears in the little cage, I wonder if they ever let the rabbit out? Hoovering sounds better than the noise that's been happening in the guitar of late, perhaps I'll switch instruments. No dog to piss, but I drank a huge amount of tea and will practice pissing myself. Probably not out doors feeling an afinity to proust maybe I'll try reading,...

I like the angry robot guitar sound on the "supremes" "keep me hanging on" song,...and love it when diana ross says, "and there aint nothing I can do about it" when the guy wants to still be just friends, it tears her heart in two,... I found a supremes video collection at the library last mont and keep finding myself trying to get that angry robot thing happening, there's probably no chance I'll cover the tune, It's just therapy trying to play an easy guitar version of the lick.

the supremes song is about some guy who wants his cake and eat it too, kinda like the girl who keeps a guy around to run around shop play guitars and then runs off to the real boyfriend,... When ever a girl tells me that they want to just be friends, I don't need them and perhaps never really did, they can get lost now. I know all the stories about ex lovers who can be friends etc,... it's a lie,... it's all dirty tricks, I've played to that tune for years and it's a draining waste of time, but that's me seems like a lot of people are into alternative lifestyles, group encounters multiple this and that, friendly etc,... what ever,... I'm too old too, out moded yesterdays papers, and It's never been the case to have ex girlfriends who treat me any more fair after a relationship ended then when they ran my heart up a flag pole and set it on fire with kerosene.