sile | nce
inners | ilence
today is my brothers birthday, such a beautiful date for such a lovely being. was paddling late in the evening and while doing this i thought of you, how wonderful you are and also realized all those connection which came together in the last couple of days. met someone twice who is connecting us and we enjoyed a great talk, so as i did to hear your voice on the phone today. one day we will celebrate together, maybe able to talk again and deeply feel what is in between or we never will. whatever is, whatever comes, deep from my heart i can say: i love you! some music while laying here
poetry | oflife
first of all i would like to thank my flowstar for the inspiration with the title which been words, said by her and caught me in such an amazing moment that they are just perfect for this picture. a picture which can be seen from many different views and sides. whatever the moment is can be reflected here. whatever the desires and wishes are. whatever my will is to see. my true wish? seeing you in all your facettes and love you with all of them. but since i want the best for me, i'll be patient. if this shouldn't be you, this is fine with me as well, cause i want both of us to be happy and satisfied. whatever time will bring and what will come. i am so thankful about what is and the moments we could share already which been as special as every one of us is. so full of magic and energies. such gifts we've got here and all of them i appreciate totally with my whole heart. i am thankful about what i've learned already and the connections it made for me. this picture seems to me as a new part of my life. full of satisfaction and living my desires, full of energy and fullfilling my inner truth and walking my path which is given to me. it was taken in one of the most special moments and i am very happy to share it in this life. please feel free to turn it around as much as you like it, because it has little secrets from all perspectives. as we as humans have. unique in every way we are seen and who we are. i feel a change coming, a change which has something beauti- and meaningful, like a blossom in it's best part of blooming. while this happens to me, it magically happens to everyone around me as well. so wonderful, such a blessing and exciting time.
whenwe | firstmet
the greenth, the crispness and the freshness of this morning describes my feelings very well, when we first met, when i was looking into your eyes and still, when i am thinking of you. amazing feeling over and over again. even though i know that this isn't ment to be and i will get over it, i enjoy what i am going through. praising and celebrating every moment, when the electricity takes over, carries me away and pushes me to higher levels. soooooo thankful about getting up that early this morning to be in that moment and catch this picture and memory for myself.