inners | ilence

today is my brothers birthday, such a beautiful date for such a lovely being. was paddling late in the evening and while doing this i thought of you, how wonderful you are and also realized all those connection which came together in the last couple of days. met someone twice who is connecting us and we enjoyed a great talk, so as i did to hear your voice on the phone today. one day we will celebrate together, maybe able to talk again and deeply feel what is in between or we never will. whatever is, whatever comes, deep from my heart i can say: i love you!

some music while laying here