twosides | belongto 

it'a all about the balance of all the dependencies, we all belong to each other in a free way. made for and be to heal each other. no matter which difference is, we are able to understand, we are able accept, we are able to let go and set free.

i'm sorry, i was hurting you, but it was a step to make and for me it was the only way to go. i still love you and i'm very thankful about the time we spend together, the things we've learned and the space you gave me, when i seemed to 'need' (don't like this word for people and feeling) it at most. i'm not you, have a different view about life and friendship at the moment. i feel like have some distance, some freedom, some space for myself. if i ask for it, you should give it to me, when you truely love me, you will understand. this seems to me more as a proof, a chance to grow and nothing to be sad about.

our friendship felt so heavy to me and couldn't breathe next to you, rather i can't feel the have to dos, you want me to do or the assurance and guarantee you wanted me to give you, that i will be always there. of course i will be, of course when my heart tells me, but not when i feel i have to be, this is not love, this is not true, this is nothing i want to live with.

i want to feel the happiness about sharing with you, i want to feel you, your heart, without all this distance you put yourself into, because you feel you have to protect me. set me free, accept me next to you, with the same strength, at the same level. eye in eye, not mother and child.

love is something you feel, if it's true you can't lose it, rather i want to be responseable for the way you've chosed.

here to understand your pain, here to hold you, here to give you answers and this comes from my heart. how does this feel to you?