fall | love 

i love the fall, i love the cold and i love the change of seasons. a song which is with me in this days:

['long lost penpal' - hello saferide]

to a friend:

here today, remember your shining eyes, looking at me, shown me the happiness from the outside, the shining i could never forget, the shining i was looking for since i've met you, the shining i left behind me, i lost somehow and i don't know where it was.

you took my hand, you walked with me, you talked with me, you understood.

you are here with me, you are always there and still your shining open eyes and of course your open heart, your words, which sometimes rode a rollercoaster in my brain and cleared and healed and been sceptical of course.

the way back to light, maybe it came from your heart, maybe it was always there and i was hiding my eyes from it. all the times i've been there for you and spend my ears and arms, was a pleasure for me, felt like home and felt like something i was missing.

it wasn't the shining, this was always there, it was the warmth of home, the arms of my mom, who were missing. you had it and you showed me the way.

thank you for being a part of my life! i love you!