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trustiny | ourlove

14 Jul 2014 2 1 738
Woke this morning feeling strange Dreamt that you were going away Maybe we are travelling at different times A lonely spirit that sometimes collide I don't want to hold this fear anymore I want to leave the past behind I don't want to hold this pain anymore I want to trust what I've begun Did I sleep well last night I seemed to read for hours on end A settled mind lets you sleep I tossed and turned but couldn't weep I don't want to hold this fear anymore I want to leave the past behind I don't want to hold this pain anymore I want to trust what I've begun I don't want to hold this fear anymore I want to leave the past behind I don't want to hold this pain anymore I want to trust in your love I want to trust in your love I want to trust in your love I want to trust in your love I want to trust in your love In your love ['Trust in Your Love' ~ Bliss feat. Ane Brun]

du bist | daslicht

26 Sep 2013 1 791
Immer wenn wir glauben, dass wir angekommen sind Immer wenn wir funkeln, wie die Augen eines Kindes Immer wenn wir stolz sind auf uns selbst uns ein schwerer Stein vom Herzen fällt Immer wenn wir Liebe in uns spüren, sehen wir das Licht. Immer wenn wir glauben, dass es keinen Weg mehr gibt Immer wenn die Wahrheit unsere Hoffnung fast besiegt Immer wenn der Schmerz die Herzen trifft unsere ganze Welt zusammenbricht Immer wenn die Wut das Licht erstickt, sehen wir es nicht Wenn all das was vor dir liegt, auf einmal 'nen Sinn ergibt dann scheint durch die Dunkelheit am Ende das Licht Denn du bist das Licht Manchmal brauchen wir 'n bisschen Zeit um zu verstehen oder sind wir nur noch nicht bereit den Weg zu gehen. Es genügt ein Funke für den Brand Zu oft wird zuviel von dir verlangt Warum hast du es noch nicht erkannt? Du bist das Licht! Wenn all das was vor dir liegt, auf einmal 'nen Sinn ergibt dann scheint durch die Dunkelheit, am Ende das Licht (Ohoho) Denn du bist das Licht Es brennt in uns ein Leben lang, macht sichtbar, wer wir wirklich sind. Und glaubst du nichts mehr irgendwann, geh´ wohin dein Herz dich bringt. Wenn all das was vor dir liegt, auf einmal 'nen Sinn ergibt dann scheint durch die Dunkelheit, am Ende das Licht Du siehst so schön aus, wenn du lachst. Oder wenn du vor Glück weinst. Deine Augen, leuchten, sie funkeln. (Oooh) Dann sehen wir das Licht! (mmh) Am Ende ist Licht! ['Du bist das Licht' ~ Gregor Meyle by Xavier Naidoo]

flowa | bomb

17 Jul 2013 5 7 757
From a series ... This year I started to create wild flower bouquets and captured them. I so love the different structure they create and how unique each of them is. True beauty!

deser | trose

11 Jun 2013 1 618
Hadaee mada tawila Wa ana nahos ana wahala ghzalti Wa ana nahos ana wahala ghzalti Wa ana nahos ana wahala ghzalti Oh night oh night It has been a long time And I am looking for myself and my loved one And I am looking for myself and my loved one And I am looking for myself and my loved one I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of fire Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire And in the flames Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire This desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this And as she turns This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams This fire burns I realize that nothing's as it seems I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand I dream of rain I lift my gaze to empty skies above I close my eyes This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love Aman aman aman Omry feek antia Ma ghair antia Ma ghair antia Aman aman aman My life is for you And no one other than you And no one other than you I dream of rain I dream of gardens in the desert sand I wake in vain I dream of love as time runs through my hand Sweet desert rose Each of her veils, a secret promise This desert flower No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this Sweet desert rose This memory of Eden haunts us all This desert flower This rare perfume, is the sweet intoxication of the fall Ya lili ah ya leel Oh night oh night

Hannah | hannaH

metamo | rphosis

25 Apr 2013 8 2 924
I was introduced to poya by a friend of mine today: 'Poya or Poya Day is the name given to a Buddhist public holiday in Sri Lanka which occurs every full moon day.[1][2] The Full moon is important to Buddhists all around the world, who have adopted the Lunar Calendar for their religious observances. Owing to the moon's fullness of size as well as its effulgence, the full moon day is treated as the most auspicious of the four lunar phases occurring once every lunar month (29.5 days) and thus marked by a holiday.[3] Every full moon day is known as a Poya in Sinhala; this is when a practicing Buddhist visits the Temple for the rituals of worship.[3] There are 12 or 13 Poyas per year.[4][5] The term poya is derived from the Pali and Sanskrit form uposatha (from upa + vas: to fast) primarily signifying "fast day".[3] Generally shops and businesses are closed on Poya Days, and the sale of alcohol and meat is forbidden.' [Wikipedia] I am woking in a hamam at the moment and truly enjoying it's awesome side events, like having sauna and a hot stone to relax on, but also recognizing the hard work it is and enjoying this itself as well. It is very much a body work and brought me closer to build up some of my healing abilities, offering intuitive massage and just by creating my flyer I met a woman using also here intuitive gifts, which inspires me a lot! By working there with lots of nationalities I discover how blessed I am in freedom and choice, that is given to me and which I have chosen. It makes me understand how precious each moment is and makes me questioning again how I can share and spread this gift by woking there, but also by all the extra abilities that I am blessed with. This sculpture developed from a New Years Eve tradition, which is not truly mine, but it happens to be every year that I am with people who enjoy that tradition and share it with me, for what I am grateful for. I heat up the metal over a fire/ candle and wait until it is liquid and then let it fall into cold water. What happens out of it is something that is like an omen for the future. We call it 'Blei gießen' (in Engl.: Molybdomancy) These two came out for me and I chose to bring them together on a plate of birch as a little sculpture and to me it looks like a rebirth and I am in a process of metamorphosis all through the year. Rebirth like the full moon is to me. This one looks to me like someone small is giving up something to someone bigger and represents the balance between two individuals, though it is not as equals and I rather choose to be eye in eye, though I might not be there with every human being, but it is something I may grow during this metamorphosis. I make my steps and learn to say no to what is not serving anymore and agree to love and respect myself. This both figures could also be a couple and the smaller one (the woman) is presenting something to the 'man', which seemed to me like a penis first, before I brought them together. Anyway, I love to see both of them like this, someone they seem to belong together, though they been created from two different pieces. A song that came to me a couple of times when I was working is called metamorphosis . Life is a gift of abunDance, so let's dance with our blessings and find balance! I am leaving for the south of Germany this weekend to discover Heidelberg and it's surrounding, later on the beautiful Rhön . They even have mammoth trees in Heidelberg and a path of philosophers, which I am really looking forward to. Freshly packed with my all magic peppermint soap . The guy in the shop where I bought it from said that he even brushed his teeth with it once and it felt really clean afterwards. For any interview please contact him here .

macro | beauty

17 Apr 2013 3 776
My latest macro experiment, which works with my alltime favourite 50mm lens. Please read here how: ar.gy/3.Yy ... I love simplicity, and the special light that came through this one (probably connected to the crack in the lens ring ~ isn't imperfection amazingly beautiful?) The challenging part: it works only on very close distances to the object, let's see how it does with creatures (especially the tiny ones). :'D Enjoy your weekend everyone ♥

coc | oro

greenthie | blossom

02 Apr 2013 2 295
Though it is still freezing outside my appetite for green smoothies is very much there. This one contains: parsley, cilantro, postellein (a regional sort of lettuce), mint, apple, banana, pear, orange, hemp seeds with skin and some honey.

circle | offire

Imakeloveto | thedarkness

01 Feb 2013 3 449
There are witches in the hills calling my name Singing come join us sister come kiss the flame Come dance in the moonbeams, ride the night wind Make love to the darkness and laugh at man's sins I shiver with delight, I shiver with fear My heart wants to go but my soul's filled with fear So I turn to my lover and ask what do I do Do I answer their call or do I stay here with you But under spell of deep sleep he moans and turns away Taking his protection and my desire to stay So I rise to the hills, I ride the night winds I make love to the darkness and I laugh at man's sins ['Witches' ~ Cowboy Junkies]

bursting | intolife

06 Apr 2012 4 1 990
This song has been with me for a few years now and becomes more and more intense everytime I am able to listen to it. The meaning is changing as everything does and I love love love to connect to it again. The times feel challenging right now, but I am learning to dig my feet into the earth and become rooted, feeling grounded and having a trust inside that is telling me everything will be alright. The connection to all that is deepens and I am more than happy to be able to live this life that I have chosen. I am connecting to wonderful souls, have inspiring meetings and co~creations, feel enriched and abundance wherever I go. I am grateful. I am love. Spring is with me in this days and I am fully enjoying the many beautiful things that come into my life everyday. The feeling of gratitude strengthens and I am feeling more and more whole. ~~~~~~~~~~~ We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're taught Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your Grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're taught Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes They're all that I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never Change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? ['Chasing Cars' ~ Snow Patrol]

thepow | erofjoy

20 Feb 2011 8 2 953
being with akiko today has shown me another lesson so beautifully. we went to the forest and i reached the place where i wanted to spend time with meditation and i was asking for nature's permission to enter: the signal was the scream of a hawk which is with me more than i've ever noticed before. akiko played around, jumped and danced so beautiful while i sat there and enjoyed to feel his energy around me, to feel him and where he went around me ~ until i let go, to concentrate on myself. the hawk was screaming more often when i entered deeper in meditation and this brought goosebumps to me. i've opened my eyes ~ full of gratitude for what i've received and saw akiko who laid down next to me. he went up and invited me to play, so we start throwing and bringing the stick. someone came by and akiko went to say hello and see what he is doing there. a bit insecure he said hello to akiko as well and went on ~ i grabbed my camera, akiko returned and i took this picture which shows how beautiful he dances and how this shows his passion and his way of being. even though it is a little blurry, i soooooo love the movement and the moment i've captured him. so precious and so special as he is. showing his feelings so open everytime. he has some problems with his paw and the vet was quite busy the last time, so i took it as a signal of caring by myself. i grabbed his back where my feeling was guiding me. there were a few knots of tenseness and i start to bring my fingers in them, he started to press his back against my fingertips and i pressed until he started to refuse and held it in exact this point. his organs started muttering and i felt the flow coming back. i belive his paw will be better soon. for me it feels so valueable how much he trusts me and how we always find a point of balance for both of us, like dancing with each other in the same rhythm. he is such a gift, such a wonderful soul and i am amazed about and grateful for his being.

armswrap | myheart

31 Oct 2010 12 2 805
bringmichnachhause. ich brauch ein freund mit weiten armen ich brauch ein freund, der kein erbarmen kennt der mich zu boden ringt, ich tob' im rasen ein tuch mit äter über mund und nase ich brauche tiefste schwarze nacht hinter meinen liedern ein gift gegen den schmerz, in meinen gliedern ich brauch einen schuss feuer in meinem regen ich brauch eine bar, blaulicht und sirenen ich brauch, ich brauch, ich brauche licht bring mich nach hause ich bin schon zuweit hier draußen komm und trag mich, frag nicht wieder wohin ich will, nach hause ich bin schon zuweit hier draußen komm und trag mich, schlag mich nieder ich bin nicht still gelegt ich brauch einen freund mit weiten schlingen der mich heil nach hause bringen kann durch die dunkelheit in wind und in regen um mich dann vor meine tür zu legen und wenn ich dort bin, will ich auf der stelle verbluten wenn ich still bin, soll der regen jede zelle verfluchen ich brauch, ich brauch, ich brauche nichts bring mich nach hause ich bin schon zuweit hier draußen komm und trag mich, frag nicht wieder wohin ich will, nach hause ich bin schon zuweit hier draußen komm und trag mich, schlag mich nieder ich bin nicht still gelegt

lightbefo | rewinter

foggy | layer

inners | ilence

12 Sep 2010 6 5 1684
today is my brothers birthday, such a beautiful date for such a lovely being. was paddling late in the evening and while doing this i thought of you, how wonderful you are and also realized all those connection which came together in the last couple of days. met someone twice who is connecting us and we enjoyed a great talk, so as i did to hear your voice on the phone today. one day we will celebrate together, maybe able to talk again and deeply feel what is in between or we never will. whatever is, whatever comes, deep from my heart i can say: i love you! some music while laying here

poetry | oflife

27 Aug 2010 5 3 1139
first of all i would like to thank my flowstar for the inspiration with the title which been words, said by her and caught me in such an amazing moment that they are just perfect for this picture. a picture which can be seen from many different views and sides. whatever the moment is can be reflected here. whatever the desires and wishes are. whatever my will is to see. my true wish? seeing you in all your facettes and love you with all of them. but since i want the best for me, i'll be patient. if this shouldn't be you, this is fine with me as well, cause i want both of us to be happy and satisfied. whatever time will bring and what will come. i am so thankful about what is and the moments we could share already which been as special as every one of us is. so full of magic and energies. such gifts we've got here and all of them i appreciate totally with my whole heart. i am thankful about what i've learned already and the connections it made for me. this picture seems to me as a new part of my life. full of satisfaction and living my desires, full of energy and fullfilling my inner truth and walking my path which is given to me. it was taken in one of the most special moments and i am very happy to share it in this life. please feel free to turn it around as much as you like it, because it has little secrets from all perspectives. as we as humans have. unique in every way we are seen and who we are. i feel a change coming, a change which has something beauti- and meaningful, like a blossom in it's best part of blooming. while this happens to me, it magically happens to everyone around me as well. so wonderful, such a blessing and exciting time.

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