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Should I cry or laugh on this one? ;)
14 years ago.
scratchy club
I had to peel a throw away copy of this image off of my darkroom sink. So maybe I haven't printed since I made this series,... I notice this yesturday,... A leak in the roof with chinese water torture vibe permeates the darkroom. I wat using it to smoke, and write,... I quit smoking 13 days and 23 hours and fifty minutes ago. This morning I woke up from a dream where I rolled a big cigarette and felt guilty about smoking it before to weeks cold turkey stopping. The only reason I caN quit like this is because I told myself, as a non smoker, I will smoke occasionally, trouble is, I do not know when I will become non smoking,... Probably a trip to Europe would be the test! But as a non smoker. Just once and a while? in any case, Probably should cry,... I was smoking then, burning myself out like this bird who probably got hit by lightning on a powerline, and then torn to shreads by scavengers,... Today i took a pic of seagals from my car that will be better, They wer alive, Not ripped up like this bird,
14 years ago.
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You'll become non smoker when feeling indifference about it. You'll not care any more and that will be job. You should go to trip. Of any kind, anywhere. Changing environment helps a lot. It's like changing life for a short. Hold on, it will pass. Body is not problem, anyone can handle pain, but mind. Wow man, 14 days, imagine one more day, than two, than 14 more. It'll be a month... Weee Time is ticking away.

P.S. I'm now where you was 16 days ago so who am I to tell you. Give me good example.
Oh ya, about pic. Death is not ugly, it's living that scares me ( that's why we want to quit addictions ).
14 years ago.

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