disconnection 

Sorry, no great creative finale...

Sometimes I lose the contact to myself. It sounds weird but this disconnection leaves me confused and with all various emotions, but not able to match it to a reason/person or, worst case, not really feeling what exactly this emotion is.

and so I sit here, waiting for i don't know what, alone, feeling abandoned, angry, annoyed, tired, fearfull, desperate,...

all at once. and I can't say what for whom and why. and the more i think about it, the worser it gets, the more confused i get, the less i am able to give the emotions names. when i don't think about it, it is okay, for a while. but only a while. then it comes over me in a huge wave.

When I look through the 52 weeks set I see that many pics are quite negative... i just want to say: i am not always negative. i am one of those people who really believe in the "It gets better".
anyhow: no worries bout me. i make my way ;)


anyhow. this is the last shot of my 52 weeks set!
maybe i will do another one, but not now ;)