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S4E2: Chocolate and Vanilla Ghosts and voices in the air. Feelings that are impossible to feel and visions that are impossible to see. The missing father’s occasional comebacks asleep and awake. Physical pain that comes and goes. A guardian angel who appears to be dead and then gone on her own. Nobody believes him. Is Elliot Crane going crazy? Or is it the drugs he used to take for years that have caused incurable damage to his system and are now slowly killing him? A plastic vanilla colored key can tu…

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Elliot let’s go of Sybil, and she reacts to his odd talk… Sybil (stares at him in shock): “You’re not dying. You’re just scared for everything that has happened lately. And you can’t be… infertile.” Elliot (stares at her with a sad face): “I had a school doctor’s appointment when I was 16, you know, before I dropped out. It happened soon after I got my scars, when Mama brought me for a check-up. The doctor wondered how my wounds had been healing so well without stitches even though they were large… Anywa…

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Sybil (takes his hand and pulls him to sit on the bed with her): “What makes you so certain that you can’t have kids?” Elliot (sighs deeply): “Oh, Sybil… I spent over two years with Vinnie. We had a lot of sex, alright – especially in the beginning when I wasn’t too groggy from heroin yet. We never used birth control after the first few weeks when I had told her. She never got pregnant. Is that enough information for you? Maybe just a li’l too much already?” Sybil: “But… it could have been her, too. She w…

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Sybil (looks at him shocked): “You’re ill! We need to get you to the doctor’s – ASAP! I’ll get you to see a specialist! I could take you to the hospital right now!” Elliot: "Thanks, but not right now. I ain't in such a hurry. (sneers amused) I always hated doctors. I didn’t think they could actually help… Maybe they could have, a few years ago. I left it too late to get clean, and the drugs still affect inside me… in my brain, too. I also suffer from occasional memory loss, in case you haven’t noticed. Lik…

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Sybil (desperately): “But you can’t just give up!” Elliot: “I ain’t giving up. I intend to live my life to the fullest for as long as I can. But yeah… I ain’t sure I want another bassist. I can’t really think about the tour right now, to be honest. I have a hard time performing sometimes – I mean, on stage, too.” Sybil: “I… I can still be your soul companion… and your lover for as long as possible. I’ll go by your rules. Whenever you want me to, I’ll be there.” (sniffles) Elliot (shakes his head in disbe…

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Later at night Sybil and Elliot are lying on their backs quietly in bed… Elliot (stares at the sky through the ceiling window): “Did you know that when you have an orgasm, it’s the only moment when your mind becomes completely empty? You don’t think of anything, and you’re just there, consumed by the moment and expressing yourself the way that only you can. It’s kinda like art, unique like that.” Sybil: “Uh… right. I think you made that up.” Elliot: “No, that’s what happens when you die. It’s like a tiny…

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Elliot (excitedly): “It’s a special gift for the human race. I don’t know if animals experience the orgasm, but I strongly doubt it, ‘cause otherwise they would be at it all the time and not just in heat…” (gets silenced by Sybil’s hand on his mouth) Sybil: “Can we please just enjoy the moment in peace?” (removes her hand from his lips)

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Elliot (turns to look at her and speaks quietly): “You’d make a wonderful mom… someday.” Sybil (smiles at him): “You’d make a wonderful dad.” Elliot (face turns sad): “Don’t.” Sybil: “Sorry. Even if it were true… there’s more to life than that, you know?” Elliot: “It kinda depends on that particular life. If it’s like I fear, and I can never again… I don’t know if I could live like that. (falls deep in his thoughts) I honestly don’t know if I’m strong enough…” Sybil (confused): “What do you mean?” El…

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Later in the night Sybil and Elliot are still awake, and Faline has crept next to them… Elliot: “I trusted Abigail. I honestly thought she could and would do something to my scars, I was that stupid and naïve. I hate them so much. They only remind me of bad things, and I desperately wanted them gone, so I went there to meet her…” Sybil: “But she just wanted to use you, that evil b*tch.” Elliot: “I think there was something more to it than sex. When she touched me… When she touched my scars, I saw somethi…
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