#008: Erinnerungen / Memories / 8 / ∞ / Infinity 

I'm thinking a lot about Wenzi the last days. He was one of my best friends back then and committed suicide the night from June 13th to 14th in 2001. His body was found about a week later at the rhine shore. Must have been drifted to Bonn from Siegburg where he probably jumped from a bridge, drunk or stoned or both.
We spend about a week looking for him days and nights in every fucking corner with about 40 people, friends, relatives, police, dogs,... through the internet, newspapers and such cause we we're still hoping his "farewell letter" was not serious and he just left to be alone or quit everything to live somewhere else. Well, the letter was serious though.

He conquers my dreams a lot at days and nights. I'm feeling happy about the old days and memories we share but i am still angry and mad at him cause his suicide was so selfish. He didn't give us a chance to help him get through. I still think it was a "spontaneous reaction" not planned over a long period or so. He was drunk and sad, crashed his car that night and was given the "brush-off" by a girl he obviously fell in love with...

I found some old pictures. Here's one with me and him.
Martin, i fuckin miss you!

This is day 8 of 365
My contribution to the 365days pool.

"8" , turn it counterclockwise for 90° -> ∞ infinity!