If i could put into words the feelings inside my heart...ahhh! but is no songs or poems that can completely express....the rain and the sunshine as they are....is raining now.....was sunshine for a long long while...and im sitting here tea on hand....and even when i don't feel like it, sometimes i come to smile ....because there are so many beautiful memories inside me....so many beautiful moments there are...we ask to the heart to be strong.....and we swallow pride and go, but the brain.....oh that sneaky brain is so tricky, when the heart is full of love...even when you try to be so strong.....the sneaky brain conspire to put images of the most beautiful moments inside....and like a movie is on.... you try to go to the moments that make you angry...the ones that make you strong... but they are not even relevant or important anymore...when you start smiling looking out the window...and is like all your lovely memories and words from the past dance in front of you in a parade of beautiful and silly moments...the stress or the mean, and the sad ones goes so far...and all is left is a smile on your face....and a distant look in your eyes.......

V.L.G. Budde