just back from a few days away visiting my old friend des in oxfordshire...good times were had as well as some very long and meaningful conversations about life and love...having just come out of another relationship i needed some time out and he gave me lots of good advice about all sorts of stuff...i guess because i'm finding myself able to write and talk about it all that i'm well and truly on the mend...i do hope so because it's been a tough few weeks...a big 'sorry' to all those people dear to me that i went very quiet on over that period...i was pretty damn empty for a while there and i just couldn't find much in me to say to anyone...i think i'm back now and life is becoming a little more fun again and i can see good times just around the next corner...life and love might suck sometimes but i'm hungry for more and looking forward to seeing where it takes me next...