Monks in the Catholic monasteries, or monks following traditional Buddhism, or other types of monks, are only celibates for the name's sake, because their mind goes on making love -- more so than my mind. For them, sex becomes cerebral, which is the worst possible thing that can happen, because it is a perversion. If ITHINK about sex, it is a perversion. Making love is natural; thinking about it, constantly being involved inside in the mind, is a perversion. The so-called monks are perverted beings, not because they are monks, but because they have chosen the path of suppression, which is a wrong path, which leads nowhere.
To be an assistant is one thing, because I work like a shadow, and the responsibility is not on me. But once I become a leader, the whole responsibility is on me -- and then just half/half won't help. I explode, and I explode one hundred percent. Just by my explosion people will be helped. When a group sees that I am half-hearted, they will not even be half-hearted. They will only be twenty-five percent if I am fifty percent. The group will go only half the limit that the leader goes. I have to boil one hundred percent so I start evaporating. Only then will they have courage to move with me.