To be an assistant is one thing, because I work like a shadow, and the responsibility is not on me. But once I become a leader, the whole responsibility is on me -- and then just half/half won't help. I explode, and I explode one hundred percent. Just by my explosion people will be helped. When a group sees that I am half-hearted, they will not even be half-hearted. They will only be twenty-five percent if I am fifty percent. The group will go only half the limit that the leader goes. I have to boil one hundred percent so I start evaporating. Only then will they have courage to move with me.