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Of our every action there is a benefit.

The thing is we, more often than not, have not been waiting to receive anything, because to act is a pleasure in itself. Often somebody else gets the benefit (and we don't even know).

But like everything else, there are moments we receive much more than we ever expected.

Ἴσως ἔγκειται σὲ μένα τὸν ἴδιον, ἀλλὰ δὲν ἔχω ἀκόμη ἀκούσει κάποιαν νέα δημιουργία ποὺ τόσο ἀπὸ πλευρᾶς στίχων ὅσο καὶ ὕφους νὰ σὲ προκαλῇ νὰ τραγουδήσῃς. Αὑτὸ ποὺ σώζει τὸ ἄκουσμα εἶναι συνήθως τὰ ὄργανα, μὲ τοὺς λαμπρούς των ἤχους, ἀλλ᾽ αὐτό πάλι δὲν ἀρκεῖ γιὰ νὰ μιλήσῃ κανεὶς γιὰ ἕνα καλό «τραγοῦδι».

Ποῦ ὀφείλεται ἄραγε ἡ κακοδαιμονία αὐτή;
Στὸ ὅτι τὰ ᾄσματα ἐκφράζουν τὸν λαϊκὸν πόνο; Χμμ, ἴσως κάπου κάπου... ὅμως βιώνει ὁ λαός αὐτὸς μονάχα πόνο; Καὶ ὅταν πονᾷ τραγουδᾷ τὰ ἄφθονα τοιοῦτα; ἢ μήπως προκαλοῦν περισσότερη ἀναισθησία καὶ ὑποβολήν, ἀφ᾽ ὅτι ἂς ὑποθέσωμε πὼς ἁπαλύνουν;

Καὶ ἔστω πὼς ἔχουν κάποιαν λειτουργία καὶ ρόλο νὰ ἐκπληρώσουν, δὲν βρέθηκε κανείς μουσικοσυνθέτης ποὺ νὰ μὴν πονᾷ; ἢ δὲν ἐνδιαφέρθηκε κανείς ἀκροατὴς νὰ διαμαρτηρυθῇ γιὰ τὴν δυστυχία μὲ τὴν ὁποίαν βομβαρδίζεται ὁ Ἑλληνικὸς αἰθέρας, ἢ δὲν γνωρίζουν οἱ νεοέλληνες ἄλλα, ἄξια νὰ ἐκφρασθοῦν μουσικῶς, βιώματα;

Ἐκτὸς αὐτῶν, τὸ γεγονός ὅτι τὰ ᾄσματα αὐτά δὲν ᾄδονται ἐμπράκτως, ἀλλὰ μᾶλλον προορίζονται γιὰ νὰ γεμίζουν χρόνους ἐκπομπῆς καὶ τὶς προθῆκες δισκοπωλείων, ἐξηγεῖ ἀρκετά περὶ τὴν ποιότητά των...

Μᾶς ὑπολείπεται, ἀπό τι φαίνεται, γιὰ ἄλλην μιά φορά τὸ ... ἔνδοξον παρελθόν.

Today, in the heavy rain, there was a guy walking on the highway. Rather strange to see him there, because it's not allowed. He had a gsm at his ear and was totally wet. I thought he might have been looking for a gas station, but there was no car at the road side. He seemed a bit miserable and lost. Before even thinking to offer him a lift, or whatever, I've come rather far away, so no way to go back.

My next thought was that he could have been considering to commit suicide. Well, somehow I could stop him, but what would be the best way? And would I have the right to interfere? If on the other side he was not intending to, I would seem confused or crazy...

Riding further I found peace with this: next time I'll see someone like this, I'll go out, open my arms as wide as I can, smile as wide as I can and tell the person in question that I'm Angel Peri, but that he can call me John or something. Then I'll explain to him that he has just died and he came here, which is what people on earth call Paradise and that I came to welcome him and help him find his way in his new life. Commiting suicide would not be a problem, because, as he sees, he'll keep coming back all the way untill he gets a better idea.

I suppose that this change of perspective will surprise the person and will take away any bad thoughts and shall refresh his life's outlook by taking away his ultimate escape mechanism for a moment and giving it back in multiple.

Well... that's the kind of thoughts coming in, when one drives too much and alone in rainy days...

The Spirit
I am a fervent student of procrastination and a pseudo-intellectual, and when forced I have many talents, one of which is to feel like I can accomplish anything.

The Attitude
I'm also a good friend to have, because only the last years I start to think in terms of "what I offer vs. what I get". Must say that this attitude is contra-productive, seeing that people cannot offer much, or never think of it or mainly are only preoccupied with *getting* as much as they can (and save it for a later day, when "life will start") I end up doing nothing but waiting... So I usually remain very humanitarian of sorts, because there's more joy in the activity itself than the accounting.

The Forces
When the Gods allow, I'm also a father.
I have a terrible ex and a wonderful girlfriend.

The Love
I'm also an aspiring creator. (That's my way of saying I have a passion for writing, composing, organising, anything you can dream of, but not so much for realising it). This has to do with a childish attitude of mine, the joy of doing things together. BUT... sharing things in an enthousiastic way (the word says it already, "godly") is not possible for me when the others are not in the same wave length or level... I can't play the teacher or the student (after my 30's) for the things of the greatest enjoyment. I keep teaching & learning for what it is and not as a surrogate for sharing.

The Wisdom
My studies of procrastination show that it is best to do things only at the last moment. That increases the adrenaline and motivation. But because I also like balance & taking responsibility, I also love *preparation*. I prepare already years in advance for opportunities that would be nice to have. Opportunities come when they like, it seems. So if you can't see them at the right moment, they are lost and you didn't even notice. Not good!

The Thoughts
This makes my life a continuing experiment and play. Also means that if I'm lost in my thoughts, it is always for some far future condition that may come and my reaction to it. Never about the present. Somehow I can't think about the present. I can only realise and act (or... not realise and not act :-DDD). I prefer that the future occupies my thoughts, because it's an optimistic and positive activity, even when a darkness hangs above this future, the war against it is raging in my head and if I have no chance of winning, I avoid the way leading to it today.

The Relations
I obliged myself since my youngest years to view my partner as "the last one". That would ensure total involvement, concentration and even identification with her. I considered that as "good". I didn't find adultery nice, not because someone told me so, but because I didn't want to cheat myself. As a partner is "my other self" there was no joy in illicity...
Nowadays, having tasted a divorce and not being able to oversee the consequences on my principles, I begin with another premiss: this partner is "the next one". It makes life easier, keeps awake, allows for a relation and not an identification and it doesn't take away anything. There's nothing taken for granted and no silent expectation. It feels better like this; only want to see if it works....

Ipernity
Before coming here I was a member on Flickr. But became pissed off with the whole affair that many of us know. Though not a victim of their practices myself, found their lack of a clever/creative solution (and disrespect towards the clients and the public) very annoying. It made me feel very dependent on the capricious will of a violent thief of my money and good spirits. Bliah!!!
Came here after some German guy linked to ipernity and of course I couldn't resist. The layout, the numerous possibilities, the people springing here & there, the very fresh and tasty way of doing things, the visible ipernity-team, the friendliness and class of the members, the perpetual improvement of functionality. The tent is happy :-) and it makes me happy too!

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Sine Casu et Amore Ars non est!

what is the general belief on Ipernity about the experimental aspirations of nature?

I don't know how this can be possible!!!

WTF are we doing here?!?!?!?!?

It may seem absurd but this is the reality one lands upon, after divorcing without intent!

"Twice the same sin is no wisdom" (Ancient Greek proverb)

beauties

Look people, I didn't put this cow on Ipernity for nothing!!!
She is beautiful and healthy, has a modern look, nice friendly colours and knows how to pose for a photo.

I don't understand that until now only 14 people have visited her and not even one has added a comment. How can I sell that to this poor animal? Is humanity getting insensitive to beauty? Doesn't anybody like cows on Ipernity? People here believe that you get tha mad-cow sickness from internet???

I think it's time to go to F****r again!!!!
(Of course not that last one, it would be electronic suicide) :-DDD

Well people! why do you try to invent the wheel again from scratch? Telepathy happens to me every day! Much too often I think about someone and within a couple of seconds or a minute the telephone goes! Even others noticed this when around me! :-O It is really a miracle...

Now the secret for achieving this incredible metaphysical state is this, you can start practicing it immediately:
Start by making a lot of appointments and forget about them. Et voilà! the phone will start ringing and moreover you will also have a feeling beforehand about who it is and even what they are going to say!!! It has an even stronger effect when others are around and experience this on its genesis!
Isn't this a miracle??? Maybe this is the reason why telepathy happens mostly to people with 'other, unusual abilities', because to make appointments and forget them is for sure out of the ordinary! And it is also a characteristic of artistic or creative types. No wonder there!

So! I proved to everyone here the only real and purely scientific and experimental way to realise telepathy on a sound foundation!

hier are the photos used:
http://www.ipernity.com/doc/peri22b/album/24774

www.ipernity.com/blog/anna/13712