I can't believe the amount of people who, think they're qualified to diagnose me as bi-polar/manic depressive without knowing the whole story, so let us review.. A few years ago I was residing with my cousin in FL, the Pompano Beach / North Lauderdale area, we had issues with fire ants always being in the front of the house due to the dogs food being there in the kitchen, they'd always be in the dogs food, I found a few on the second floor, in the room above the kitchen, where the dog food was stored, which was also our studio & where I slept most of the time. Anyway, It's quite possible, well more than likely that I may have ingested quite a few fire ants who'd found their way into my addiction of the time, a red bull can... now with this possibility added to the mix, every one of those B.S. diagnosis given by Dr. Phil & Dr. Phillamena wanna be's are much like my insides, fodder... I've been evaluated by several head doctors only to have them tell me aside from being anxious, there is nothing wrong with me mentally, oh but I guess I faked through their battery of questions & tests...

Why is everyone so quick to assume mental illness when something weird, strange, or seemingly beyond explanation is brought to the light? Why is truth so undervalued? Why is it so hard to take into account a person's character & achievements, & merit? So because I mention I have fire ants coming from my ears and nose, I'm hallucinating? Because I'm having difficulty forming words, I must be high on something?

I'm not all that, some have referred to me as a genius, but I guess that opinion has since faded and now I've crossed the the thin line and now considered "eccentric". When my truth comes out and it's reveal I was not delusional and I was actually correct in accessing my "situation" those who remained loyal will forever be those I offer a fair amount of respect & the same courtesy, yet those who thought me mad should continue to do so as well as keep it moving as I'll be doing the same... I'm not off my nut I just have terrible luck...