mosaiq Published on September 17, 2007
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sometimes

Monday September 17, 2007 at 10:53PM

things go a way you didn't expect. but on the other one you knew exactly that it would happen.

what do you do when you don't know what you feel, and your head creates one scenario after the other, never giving you a rest, and let you run in circles. when you simply think too much, and can't make any decision because everything is drowned in thoughts, theories and logic.

 

too much of my head.

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♥ Colpo di fulmine ♥ says:
do what you are doing, write it out.

when my sister was hit by a truck, I wrote every thought into my blog. every mad word, sad feeling, and every question. it made me feel better, in which made me feel selfish. it is a never ending circle, I suppose. but writing does help.

and logic is good, but sometimes you have to go with your heart and not your mind. but your mind will drive you crazy if you do not sort out these thoughts. so, what to do? let the thoughts run their course, write them down, and try to think of better things.

I know things go away and I have known times that I felt they would, and that is exactly what happened. but if they go away, perhaps it was for the better, yes? if it is a person, perhaps they are happier being away, and we can only be happy for them and move on.

if it was a death, allow yourself to celebrate their life. I believe that when we cry over such things (and we do) we are crying because we do not know what we are going to do without them. (same as far as a relationship goes.) but we always carry on. we do. and no amount of thinking can change that. even when we are frightened to move on, or do not want to, we just do. time mends as it brings, I always say.

you seem to be reflecting your thoughts into feelings (if that makes any sense). you are allowing them to make you numb in a way--feeling less to what you try to deal with. let it out, deal with it, and then you can breathe again. :)

wow, I am sleepy. this was probably a lot of nothingness to go into your blog. feel free to slap me! ;)

Cher xoxo
Posted 2 years ago. ( permalink )
JoJo says:
Slap you? I'm giving you a huge hug cara. Keep on writing....:)
Posted 2 years ago. ( permalink )
mosaiq says:
colpo: thank you a lot, no nothingness in your words, i am sorry for you beacause of your sister.
it is not about death, though tomorrow it is 3 years ago that my uncle died, but this time it is about the living things.

i think too much and yes it drives me crazy.
Posted 2 years ago. ( permalink )
Jen Salik says:
well, i run around in circles, can't concentrate on anything, can't eat, get problems with getting to sleep, get pyrosis...

it's such a problem getting out of this. the only thing one can do ist relax, concentrate on those things that can be done and forget about those that can't be done.

it's all very well to say that but it seldom works on me.
the most of the time the only thing you can do is wait that changes happen, but waiting for that is a thing that could make me go insane.
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