Being Alone

Hanging at bars

Not what you need

What you found so far

Cold sheets at night

But warmth from the drink

Pushing ever so close

So close to the brink

A suns on the horizon

But its still the same day

When you go sleepless

Sick in your daze

A single response

Your most desperate prayer

Finding that someone

Someone that cares

You reach for dreams

Your fantasies die

Ripped from your chest

As the months tick by

Your thoughts keep returning

To that miserable day

The day that you realized

You were a game to played

It was all in your head

Or maybe just in your heart

It happened so quick

It just all fell apart

You promised yourself

Not me, not again

Now you ly wide awake

Where did it all begin?