i want to reach the desert before you do
arabian horseplay on barebacks
find myself
marbles rolling in the sand
sounding the clockwerk of another life
winding
bullets entering my body
when i take the wrong corner
i will survive this too
your head so resembles another
speaks so desperately
come with me, you whisper
this world spins me dizzy
in childplay marble seconds
i run ahead of you
every day you must laugh laugh laugh

what i want is