a while ago i wrote a story called "tapestries" when i still lived in california and it is now very ominous to me because there had been a part missing that i only finished whilst back in europe. this part describes a daughter releasing her father's soul which had been stranded here on earth. at the time my father was still alive of course but now i am getting this sensation that it is exactly my task as i had described in my story...

last night my friend selina told me a myth about a firebird who lived as a woman after she had lost her feathers. but after many years she finds them again and she once again becomes a firebird and leaves her human life behind... and i thought of the significance of this story and i came to the conclusion that it could be simply describing mortality, how the soul is a firebird and takes on human form for a time. in this tale it is the woman's child who finds the feather and brings it to her to remind her of her firebird existence. now who is this child that will once again remind us we can leave here ?