Today I got a call from my doctor with results of my blood test. Nothing life hinging, just cholesterol numbers. Somethings down..good, somethings not good and what can I do about that. I eat better now but genetics, ah numbers of those little combinations ruling my life. So numbers at my age are playing bigger and bigger importance, medical numbers, life span numbers, earning numbers, returns on investments numbers, lifespan and remaining money numbers, hearing test numbers, eyesight numbers, blood count numbers, weight numbers, body mass index numbers. Ah these figures show up in my figure. So many numbers and so many implications.

I am feeling old right now and that has nothing to do with absolute numbers, it is all in the numbers of fears and fantasies running around in my head.

So the last number is now

ta ta for now