soul searching is often an experiment that you give yourself to make everything seem better. however all experiments do not work, and soul searching does not always make you feel better. i think once one put their mind to find what is missing that all else falls in place. you may have to spend a day, month, two years, depending on who you are and what type of person. some people began to pick up pieces about themselves along the way.

only how the pieces are lost when you trip up on a rock in the road and drop them everywhere. so it seems that you have to hold on once you find pieces to your soul search. they can always be a part of you and can never hide itself among the road. i think when i am soul searching, i sometimes hit a wall because somewhere i don't want to push the wall any further. sometimes i don't want the wall to fall on me. i look at it long enough to pass right through it because i am taking my time and letting time allow me to walk through.

amazing how we are all on this same equilibrium to have something to soul search about in our life. it is like you cannot wake up and not have something to fix, do, or try to make new again. it is all a chance. if one never starts, one never accomplishes...