cycling thought of the day i can't get rid of.

when i got back from berlin, my sister had the audacity to tell me cuttingly, that i had never been a lesbian.

she's identified as one her whole life.

i took a chance on a woman and ended up being thrashed.

i had a seven year, monogamous relationship with a woman that produced a child.

i never wanted the title lesbian. it was inflicted on me by my ex. 

how's anyone going to tell me i never was one ?

people are f'd.

i'm going out to the garden. digging holes is about the only thing that makes sense right now.