I come back to my journals..when my life is kinda' crazy! Perhaps I should write when times are happier? When is that?

My sister says I see the world through 'rose colored glasses'.

Things change.

There are some things I believe that will affect me forever

...till the day I die.

Losing my Daddy this year..was the hardest thing I have

ever faced in my life. Losing my dog 2 weeks later, was the next.

As I told someone ..I feel I have come 'undone'.

There is a song called that..if I could find it..I'd post it here.

But for today...I have so much to do..I don't even have time to think about

any of it.

I want to pack my car

..just me and 'th' dawg'..and head South!

But now..I am reminded that the person I would run to is no longer there.