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some tell me i'm strong
but i feel weak

my mask has its cracks
... my smile will hide them
but i'd love you to know that
and to support me

i'm tired - and i won't sleep alone

i promised to stop loving you tomorrow ...
but now i close my eyes to sleep .. to not miss you
in my dream .

even if today would be the last day in your arms ..
i would still feel the touches you didn't give me yet .

i know where you are · maybe you know where i long to be
from yesterday … until tomorrow and beyond .

i promised to stop loving you tomorrow ..
yet i didn't keep my promise before -
neither will i do tomorrow …
nor the day after …
or any other day …

i know , you know - i know you know .

so .. believe me ..

i promise you - i will stop loving you
the day the rain won't be wet anymore ,
the sky will be inside the earth ,
the flowers will be chasing rabbits ,
and i won't dance to your music anymore