He asked

"But how could you virtually love HIM?  You let him father your child? If he's who I think he is. Look at him. Look at how he represents himself."

 I won't tell who you are either.

Yes I know. I'm not saying that's him. But the he who was- convinced me he had a side just for me. I chose to believe him instead of listening to myself. dumb bitch.

It's alright. It was all a catalyst for something more.

It always is.

Forward.