do you understand he's the only man i've ever trusted.

i had to shut that video off i felt like i was going to puke again.

 


there's good and bad in all races and genders. you need to understand that if you want to love me. i have two more children somewhere in the world. their names are alexandra and moon.

i sobbed again while writing this but crying always makes me feel better.

all, people are not created equal.

i knew n was a poli sci french major because i asked.

my response was to tell him she was smart.

he,replied- i don't know how smart she is jo.

n had the money to be dressed to the nines. hair, nails, make up, everything but the veil.

after a trip to berlin i think i understand why i saw j and n rushing past the shop where i was working as a makeup artist.

right next door to the home of the ancient digi eye.



after berlin it makes so much more sense to me why, so early in the morning- he whisked her right past me in a Lanz  flannel  gown through the middle of town.

john loved a lot of women and a lot of women loved him.

he had a propensity for getting women pregnant.

he gave six of us electric blankets for christmas.

he was the fuck of my life that's why it hurt so bad...

i'm the only one he didn't make pregnant.

maybe that's why he named his kids after me and kept coming back year after year till whatthefkzhername screamed at me, for him calling me in the middle of  the night...

 

She made me tell him never to call me ever again.

he's a muscian. he was in his hotel room looking through the phone book for me...so I could watch him sleep while he came in from the road...

he's the only man who ever loved me enough to listen.

god, i wish i could have bitten my toungue off.

n's a lawyer. let's hope she's using her power in a good way now.

do you understand why i have to come back to berlin?

do you believe i love you now?

do you understand he's the only man i've ever trusted.

i had to shut that video off

i felt like i was going to puke again.
 

there's good and bad in all races and genders.

 you need to understand that- if you want to love me. i have two more children somewhere in the world. their names are alexandra and moon.



i sobbed again while writing this but crying always makes me feel better. joZee

6:59 PM

 
 

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 i'm coming back for the beautiful diversity that's about to bloom in my new home town.

are you taking care of your wife? love, V.L.

 

video reference courtesy henri banks

 

After berlin I realized I have 3 mer children not one.

Digital Scrap

 It should look like the frayed remnant of a beautiful woman's dress found blowing in the breeze on a rusty barb.

Make no mistake. I've had my own personal concentration camp. Praise JAH i made it out alive.

I belong to NO one.

That's all for now. Jo