Out with friends hoping to have a fun night, but they are too busy concerned about pleasing boys. All I wanted was to have a fun night out with girlfriends, dancing, laughing, being goofy and stupid without a care in the world. However, I must of been out of my mind to believe that that would be possible. Silly me.
They are all in a relationship, why would they want to rub themselves on boys? Maybe I am too in love with my boyfriend to imagine to do such a thing, but I don't understand the purpose ...
And even if I didn't have a boyfriend I wouldn't do that.
You just put yourself down, you devalue yourself. Maybe I am old school to think that sex is only worth it if you are in love or have a strong attraction to a person and want to explore it through sex... But shouldn't the act of love have a value? Doesn't it mean anything these days?
Sex is a strong connexion between two people. To me "doing it" actually means something, and doing it means that you have to "earn" it. By earning I mean, show who you are and what your worth, cause baby we are all worth it!
So why would you want to show a desperate side of you? What do you get out of it?
Not sleeping with every boy in sight doesn't make you prude, or less good in bed. It means you are so good that you have to set your value extremely high (looool).
So now, if every time I want to go out and have fun, I know what to expect. Or maybe I need new friends to go out with, people that "get" me.