Trying

Now I’m sitting here
Trying my best to stand tall
Trying my best not to break
Trying my best to smile
Forcing myself not to cry
But tears keep streaming out of my eyes
Cutting scars into my skin
I can’t breath, I can’t smile
I hate this world
I hate this life
I hate these negative thoughts
I hate my dreams
And I hate myself
Now I’m sitting here – again
Trying my best not to die

 

Where do I belong?

I look inside myself
and all I see is a mess
I'm searching for an answer
but all I find are questions

Who's gonna pay attention to my dreams?
Who's gonna plug my ears when I scream?
who's gonna cover my eyes when I don't wanna see?

Two personalities inside of me
Each one with different needs and demands
Begging for two different worlds to live
Screaming for different things to experience
Waiting for a combination

Who's gonna pay attention to my dreams?
Who's gonna make me tired when I can't sleep?
Who's gonna make me feel alive
when I don't know if I'll survive?

Can anybody tell me what to do?
Can anybody tell me where to go?

I wanna go home
But I don't know where I belong
I wanna spread my wings to fly away
but I don't know where to go...

Fronteras

Fronteras, que nos separan
Fronteras, que están entre nosotros
Y un océano grande también
Quiero atravesar estas fronteras
Para estar junto a tí
Contigo, la vida es mejor
Contigo, las estrellas están más cercas
La luna más preciosa
El sol más brillante
El cielo más azúl
Contigo, me siento libre, feliz, contenta
A tu lado puedo ser la persona que soy,
Viviendo una vida menos extrana  
Te adoro
Te necesito
Te amo y te deseo
Nunca he sentido algo tan fuerte
Me siento tan cerca de tí
Aunque las fronteras estén para separarnos

Pero –mi amor-
Recuerda la luz y recuerda
que el amor no conoce fronteras