It's hard to bare knowing he's trying to avoid me and not look at me. I know i'm not the prettiest girls out there but ugh gets me so avrggated knowing he can't stand looking at me. I avoid the best I can but when I do he doesn't mind like he's glad I don't look at him. I guess I should stop thinking about him. Let me just say that at least nine boys I fell for and none cared about me. For me i'm usually already used to it but before it hurt so bad. It still hurts knowing the boy you think is cute or like doesn't feel the same or look at you and think "eww". I get it he's thinking "why does that ugly girl look at me!'' I'll stop...