Psychiatric Office

I have so many things to say

but they will never be heard

I haven't cried in many months

But am doing so now

It's all feelings combined into one

Not just sad but happy too...

I will sum it up in only a few words

I miss you so very much.

When I come here on Ipernity - I have to take my time - and see all of my contacts streams. So this can take hours for me. Photos - photography - I think is more than just looking at pictures - it's deeper - anyhow -I just feel I do not have time whatsoever to come on regularly. Like who cares right? But just letting people know --hopefully I will have time soon to do more. I barely take any pics anymore - urghhhhh. Will be around when I can....i do miss u guys. XOXO

Okay, tomorrow is THE day. That my pro account expires. I had to get all my shit off of here before then. DONE! I think...I truly don't know how many photos they allow but I guess I will see tomorrow. I tried to get it below 200 and succeeded...yay me.

So now...I will un-private....if that's a word....all the left over pics and whaaa laaaa. What a fucking task that was.

My plan is to not post any new pics here but to here - leave my old more significant ones(to me) viewable - and come here to check my friends sites and so forth and so on. Or....just do whatever the hell I feel like.

I knew it was coming...been putting it off. My Pro subscription is up in a few weeks. Will be working on getting my pics down to a "regular" limit.

Did I mention what a pain in the fucking ass this is?

I didn't realize I had so many photos here(for me). I'm sure some of you have thousands...but a little over 600 for me. To move....Ohhh fun fun.

It’s been about 3 months. Yep, I am still alive…fortunate for some…not so fortunate for others. It was very difficult for me to even sign in. I’ve thought about it many times but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. So this is very difficult for me. I re-read these posts that I posted and it seems so distant. I look at it, as if a different person wrote it. But this is just me and how bad I can get if my meds aren’t working properly. I am doing very well now and have been for awhile now. Anyhow…I miss seeing every one of my contacts pics. I am not here to post pics and won’t post pics here. Those of you who know me, know that I have several other sites and if you don’t just email me. I hope everyone is well and I just want you to know that I will only be here to retrieve my pictures and to comment on some peoples pages. I soooo miss Sherry Berry Bo Berry.

Muuaahh!

Sara

Putting all my fucking shit private

maybe i won't be so impulsive to fucking leave

or maybe i will...fuck it all to fucking hell...i can't do ANYFUCKING THING!

Can't even come to my OWN FUCKING SITTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!1

ohhhhhhh and sorry to all my contacts that don't know i'm fucking crazy.

How the fuck do you not view your comments!!!!!!!!!!!

I NEED To move to another fucking account

WhY aren't you able to move your pics to another fucking account!!!!!!!111

I wanna fucking leave soooo fucking bad...

Get the fuck out of my fucking site

Out of my fucking page.........out of my fucking life out of my fucking mind

I fucking hate you right now
 

WHY MUST I START over all of my fucking shit.

UGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh

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