Hi everyone,

I don't really know how to word this, but I've finally decided to openly come out and say it. I've been suffering from anxiety and depression for a long time now, and I guess that's why I keep disappearing all the time. It's been hard for me to face it, and admit that I have issues, but I'm glad that I'm more open about it now. I'm also finally going to reach out and ask for help, through therapy. Which is both a terrifying, and relieving thing for me. But I'm happy that I'm going to finally open myself up to the idea of talking about it, with someone whose job is to understand. I just hope it helps, but it can't be any worse than anything else. And it has to be better than letting myself fall off the map, like I don't exist. Just so that I don't have to talk to anyone.