How could she do this too me i loved her , and she lied too me she told me she was gay and had me chose between her and my boyfriend. Than she goes and gets a boyfriend herself. She doesn't understand how this hurts me. I fell for her and she fucked me over, i really didn't want too leave her but she made me chose than she does this too me. Well i guess on a better note i haven't cut myself and that's good considering how much i was going too do it. I CAN MAKE IT THROUGH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!