↑MacKey's blog

i have two small tattoos
i once wanted one covering my back
still kind of do
piercings have also crossed my mind
when i was seven i mingled blood with a friend
i haven't seen him since i was nine
i used to draw a lot
especially on the tables at school
multitasking is not my strength
i like to devote all my attention to one thing at the time
i was born a redhead
i sleep like a starfish
maybe one day i'll run a marathon like my brother
i love to travel
i used to read a lot as a kid
i was always a member of a book club
my dad would always bring me to the library
and i loved it
i read English faster than my native language

sometimes i cry
never in front of others
sometimes i put on a mask when i'm among strangers
people can't tell
i think they're afraid to take a hard look
afraid to look too deep
i hold myself back
sometimes i'm like a drug
i enter your blood too fast and it's a rush
either good or bad
i can't stand the sight of blood
you never know how you'll react
when you see a loved one lying on the ground injured and unconscious
i do and i hope you never will
sometimes i just try too hard
sometimes it's like pulling teeth with me
i like pineapple
and can eat it with almost anything
i just love spooning